Lately, I've found myself struggling with the fact that I STILL do not know what I want for a career. When I think about all of the thinks I like to do, none of them strike me in a way where I can picture myself doing that one thing forever. Although, I do have an action plan. That plan, effective this up-coming summer, is to put together a thorough, mind-blowing, professional portfolio and resume. I'm hoping this is the key in my next steps toward a career and a relief from stress.
Right now I feel stuck. I feel like I'm not where I should be in life. I want to be married, have a house, a career, children...much more than I have right now. I guess you could say I'm a little disappointed in myself. One would probably think that those kinds of goals should be incentive enough to hurry up and at least finish school. With me, that's the opposite. I'm getting more and more discouraged and impatient with everything around me BECAUSE I feel trapped. I feel I'm at a standstill and I NEED things to progress in the way I have planned. I guess that sounds kind of selfish in a way but that's not the way I've intended it to be.
I'm pretty sure these feelings of frustration stem from my biological clock. For goodness sakes, I'm not getting any younger!!!!!
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